On the Eucharist: Thoughts from the Pew (15) "Doxology”

While I was watching 

Thrones were set in place

And One most venerable took His seat…

I saw someone coming on the clouds of heaven

One like a son of man

He came to the One most venerable

And was led to His presence

On him was conferred rule,

Honour and kingship

And all peoples, nations and languages became his servants.

His rule is, an everlasting rule…

And his kingship will never come to an end.

-Dan 7: 9-14

Through him, with him, in him

In the unity of the Holy Spirit

All glory and honour are yours 

Now and forever.

-Eucharistic Doxology

Just when we thought our journey was done, the Eucharistic ritual enters its summit by a gesture of praise as the sacred host is raised. 

The slain Lamb rises with a blast, and enters the full realm of the Most Holy Trinity, the source and summit of all mysteries. It’s a deeply vertical journey that would greatly benefit our horizontal dimension when we follow.

Go! Don’t hold back, follow him through the realms of this Trinitarian abode of the Ancient of Days. How? By offering ourselves and surrendering our will to him. When? At the raising of the sacred host and the proclamation of God's praise. Where? Within the recess of our will and intellect. Why? Because without completing this milestone eternity is not attained.

What do we gain? Like a supernova, the chakra would burst open and the sixth sense will be born and nurtured. We shall become aware, and increasingly behold the eternal City, heaven on earth, where everything is alive within the mind of the living Bread. 

Somebody asked Christ ‘will many be saved?’. He replied: ‘Make every effort to enter through the narrow door, for many will try to enter and will not be able’(Lk:13:23-24). 

This ‘narrow door’ is our trust, letting-go and surrender as we climb this vertical mountain through Christ, with Christ and in Christ.

Many kill and maim to attain this point and they never do. Many go on suicide and self-inflicted violence to arrive here and it eludes them. With man, trust may be a risky act but with Christ it is the most liberating experience. There is no eternal death surrounding a real trusting and loving soul.

On the Eucharist: Thoughts from the Pew (14). Eucharistic Prayers

Seeing the slain victim on the altar, the barrier preventing the positivity of our existence are removed and the Director of Destinies perfectly effects His covenant of mercy on the world, through the Church, the body of His Christ. 

On our part, to boost access to this mercy, we exercise the faith from Peter, the Rock upon whom His Church is built (Mt 16:18) and we pray in unison with her and plead this mercy of the Father, upon us and upon the entire world, for, we are the world.

Our concentration waver as the Eucharistic prayers are read, and the opportunity that this collegial prayer offers are ignored, but it is upon our interests and desires for these Church’s prayers that the efficacy of our individual requests depends. They are usually in 4 parts:

1. The Church thanks and prays for unity.

The disintegration which started at Eden is forced into a reversal unto unity by the Church when it re-enacts the event of Calvary on the altar through the power of the Holy Spirit.  We then see how humanity is one, how creation is unity, how the energy for the convergence of everything, the much sought after ‘Theory of Everything’, has its source from this Eucharist!

2. The Church prays for an increase in love within herself.

Blood may be thicker than water, but the water of Baptism is thicker than the Blood of human relationship. Lasting relationship is that which is achieved in Christ through the Church. Baptism acquires a more lasting bond than the bond of birth. Baptism determines reality. It makes sense then, that the cornerstones of this determinants -The Pope, Bishops, Priests, et all- be prayed for, for they would mean more to us, now and for eternity.

3. The Church prays for her departed.

It is this bond with the Church, by a potent love acquired within the Eucharist, that gives man the supreme ability to bring, not just his close relations, but his entire lineage and ancestry to life. Eucharist is the last hope of humankind, both living and dead. The love of the Eucharistic sacrifice, as of Bethany (Jn:11), produces the charitable capacity to raise our fallen beloveds. The more that faith in the Eucharist is multiplied, the more our love is broadened and the more we acquire the cogent capacity to raise the departed through the capacity of a shared memory.

4. The Church looks forward in hope.

It is often said that where the Pope is, there we find the Church; but more so, where Christ in the Eucharist is, there we see heaven. Christ is the head of the Church. Heaven starts from the head, the position of the intellect, mind and will. A gaze on the head, the slain Lamb on the Eucharistic altar, brings us to heaven on earth. It wouldn’t get any better within this plane of existence. We should be steadfast in hope so that what we know here by faith, may for eternity be experienced by sight.

On the Eucharist: Thoughts from the Pew (13). The Mystery of Faith

Here, after the shocking reality of Transubstantiation, as of Tabor, we are left to mumble with Peter and the Church the truth of this experience (Mt 17:4).  How else but to tell the mystery of the slain Lamb on the altar just the way it is:

We proclaim your Death, O Lord,

and profess your Resurrection,

until you come again.

When we eat this Bread and drink this Cup,

we proclaim your Death, O Lord,

until you come again.

Save us, Saviour of the world,

for by your Cross and Resurrection

you have set us free.

Blessed are those who have not seen, and yet have believed (Jn 20:29). It is silly to opt for a preference of seeing the actual cosmological dynamics taking place during the Eucharist; who can withstand the sight of God, that which every Prophet dreaded, and an experience from which all Apostles fled? 

Instead, the Eucharistic sign becomes, through the God given gift of faith, an act of mercy that leverages our sight, shielding from us the blazing mountain, the darkness, the gloom and the storm of Transubstantiation, and allowing us a corporeal access to the Divine Sion (Heb 12: 18-24). 

But how sure are we that this faith is not a figment of imagination? The answer is in the ‘know’, and a verification of the sign; the sheer strength of a belief gifted by God, and a conviction born of personal experience through an attentiveness to the Eucharist (Jn 14:11). 

Signs, while necessary, suffer from a contemporary crisis of verification that is ruled by the dictatorship of minds focused on the spectacular, an anomaly which has transmogrified modern man into an evil and adulterous specie (Jn 12:39).

The ‘know’ also suffers from the constant constraint of materialism and consumerism. But the paradigm of reality has shifted, the real has become unreal and the unreal is more real than the real. Seeing is surely believing, but more importantly now, believing is seeing. Mind rules before Matter.  

The starting point of this perception is in faithfulness to little things (Lk 16:10) and an accompaniment of thanksgiving that enables the signs of times also to be seen in great things (Jn 12: 54-56). Discard not your good ‘silly’ mustard thoughts, follow through and see how it would blossom into a reality greater than your very self.

Faith is built out of a fellowship with Christ (Heb 12: 2) and an accompaniment by the Church (1 Tim 3: 15) amidst her numerous scandals. Detest scandal but develop a thick skin against it, refuse to be scandalized, for no man can be trusted (Ps 116:11). Every scandal has found an alibi in the great scandal of Transubstantiation. Get over it and follow.

 

The ‘know’ and verification of every sign and wonder shall ultimately narrow down to the historical drama taking place within the Eucharist, that is the promised sign of Jonah, the mystery of our faith (Jn 12:39).

On the Eucharist: Thoughts from the Pew (12) Transubstantiation

Up the Cloud of Unknowing lies the mountain where the Lamb is immolated (Rev 5:6). Transubstantiation is the great Passover. It is where the sun stands still and time becomes a farce that moves no more (Joshua 10: 12-13).

Time and space are deceptive; perfectly warped on Calvary, they long ceased and we knew it not. Transubstantiation is at once His Baptism, Incarnation and Crucifixion. It is the summit of all God’s work and of creation. Unless a grain of wheat falls and dies it bears no fruit (Jn 12:24). Such energy released by this Victim eludes any quantification by Science, for it is love. Love is the real energy!

Ah! What have I come to? Why did I come here? As He broke the final seal (Rev: 6), there pervades a dreadful convergence of every malefaction which exposes the carnality of our being in order to destroy them. A garbage, a sink, a dump of every ill, ignorance and corruption of man. Here is the summit of every war and judgement, the peak of every ordeal. It is the slay of God, and who can stand the disgust?

Atheists cannot fathom the idea of a merciful God within such ‘evil’. The reason why Greeks and Jews reject a crucified One (1 Cor 1:23) is the same motive why drove of Christians object Transubstantiation in the Eucharist, and who can stand this if not by grace? Any playfulness of the Communicant at this point becomes a terrible toying with destiny. Pay attention.

‘This is my Body’

You have prepared a body for me (Heb 10:5) and have permitted gravity to have a brief say. But you will not allow my body to see corruption (Ps 16:10), for this act of judgement has become mercy; at once a Black hole and a Big Bang, His motif for descending towards such evil eludes man’s understanding.

‘This is the cup of my Blood’

It is the Eternal Alchemist who offers the Father a perfect thanksgiving: the oblation of his life in order to transform us. How can I repay the Lord? The cup of Salvation I raise and call on the Lord’s name (Ps 116: 12-14). The highest worship is about this immolation of Self which is thanksgiving. He takes our stead and becomes the great Victim.

He who dreads suffering should multiply his Masses and its accompanying devotion. Ask what thou wilt but pray the more for reverence. Pay attention and the mood of your experience shall change and your wonder shall increase and your capacity to ask shall be muted, for petition reaches its utmost efficacy when awe stills the mind. 

Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honour, and glory, and blessing (Rev 5:12-14).

On the Eucharist: Thoughts from the Pew (11). Sanctus.

And a door opened in heaven… (Rev 4:1)

Climbing this spiral stairway at the Eucharist, we arrive with Christ unto Jerusalem and the temple door (Mt 21), and we sing:

Holy, holy, holy Lord God of host
Heaven and earth are full of Your glory (Is 6:5)
Hosanna in the highest
Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord (Ps 118:26)
Hosanna in the highest (Mt 21:9)

This Jerusalem temple door is at the same time His descent into hell and His ascension into heaven (Eph 4:8-10). Sanctus is a sung by heaven and earth. It is through the Eucharistic Sanctus that we enter the quantic paradox of the mystery of Christ’s life, death and resurrection, where heaven meets with humanity.

At this juncture, rhetoric and explanation means nothing. Sanctus is a reality that staggers the faithful and confuses the faithless. Experience alone tells it all. How dare He leads us, poor sinners that we are, through this narrow door (Mt 7:13), which only permits the clean and spotless, and where, even faithful Patriarchs shivered and dared not behold (Is 6:5)?

Sanctus seems to me as the make or break of the Eucharist, where many see but do not perceive (Mk 4:12) and a great lot turn back and follow Him no more (Jn 6:66), leaving only a remnant few to push through (Mt 22:14).

The Catholic Eucharist is one hell of a mystery, meant neither for the lazy nor the ignorant and immoral. But the consoling paradox is that, it is precisely because we are as such that Christ calls us; but we’ve got to be ‘willing’,in order to be vindicated by Him. I have no idea how to explain ‘unwillingness’ away.

At Pentecost, heaven descended through the Spirit, but during Sanctus, we ascend heaven only by the Spirit. We sing in the church with the angels whom we may likely not see up the ceiling or on the high altar; but angels, in reality gush forth in droves, from our mouths, the more we sing in Spirit and in truth (Jn 4: 24).

We may discover nothing of the external reality of heaven if we look without, heaven lies deeply within, and only from within does it manifests without (Lk 17:21) and these are realities greater than our existence to tell.

On the Eucharist: Thoughts from the Pew (10). The Journey Forth.

P The Lord be with you

R And with your spirit.

P Lift up your hearts.
R We lift them up to the Lord.

P Let us give thanks to the Lord our God.
R It is right and just.

Then the Priest begins some salvific chants which we barely get attentive to, but it is within this inattentiveness that Christ transports the select up the spiral stairs unto the mountainous clouds of unknowing, where eye has not seen, ear has not heard and nothing has entered into the heart of man… (1Cor 2:9).

Who can handle this? May the Lord be with you.

And with your spirit…

It is more realistic that the ‘you’ here has been changed to ‘spirit’; for, now, no matter what our senses portend, we are no more in control, and it is for our good no to be. We cannot handle this arduous and risky journey, so for it to be safe, it has to be an entirely spiritual plight. It is the Spirit that gives life (Jn 6:63), thus necessary it is that we lift up our hearts.

We lift them up to the Lord...

Nothing is found in a heart that is stuck to the earth; so, dropping the earth we lift up the heart. The journey forth, up the mountain to the cloud of unknowing with Christ, is that of the heart, and only a clean heart is capable of lifting the ancient gates (Ps 24). A clean heart clears the mind and thus faith is fostered.

It is useless to assume the capacity to climb unto where we dare not venture. Here, the beggar triumphs, only pleading saves. It is the capacity for a lack of correspondence that can deepen insight (Mt 5:3).

It behoves that the One who dares summon a people with rotten hearts into such inexhaustible ocean of mercy be acquiesced great gratitude, so let us give thanks to the Lord our God!

It is right and just…

The root of everything positive on earth is thanksgiving, the whole secret of success is gratitude. The more we are gracious the more we receive grace. The heart provokes thoughtfulness and a thoughtful mind is a thankful heart. The whole Eucharistic gesture finds meaning in one word: Thanksgiving.

Yinniyinni…

This is what Christ is up to up the clouds of unknowing.Giving the Father thanks. That is how He repays the Lord for humanity (Ps 116: 12-13).

Let us journey up with Him to Jerusalem taking advantage therefore of this thankful brevity called the Eucharist.

On the Eucharist: Thoughts from the Pew (9). The Summon

P: Pray my Brothers and Sisters that my sacrifice and yours may be acceptable to God the almighty Father.

R: (i) May the Lord accept the sacrifice at your hand (ii) for the praise and glory of His name (iii) for our good and the good of all His Holy Church.

After the offertory, we stand on the precipice of a seemingly endless spiral stair, like the scroll which no human can open (Rev 5: 4) and unto the floors which leads to the clouds of unknowing.

‘May the Lord accept the sacrifice…’

A wasted gentile that I am, I discovered this Eucharistic journey as that within the summit of a history of works and sacrifices, of which neither me nor my ancestors have done much to build. 

The culmination of the toils of the Patriarchs, from Abel, to Abraham, to Jacob, to every Israelite great and small, is that which I have found myself, as its unworthy beneficiary in time, where everything happens because of me, simply and fast, as lightning (Mt 24:27), until we lose its sense of its awe.

Much reverenced and dreaded are the non-Christian rituals, because they are more adept at manifesting their potency; but a dying bull kicks the hardest, an empty barrel makes the most sound. Gravity may bully, but it is the weakest of the 4 universal forces. The real God’s strength is foolishness, because it manifests in simplicity and humility Its potency is as gentle as silence. 

‘For the Praise and glory of His name…’

The Kingdom of God is not ‘till thy kingdom come’. It is a praise and glory which happens in time. The Lord does always accept the sacrifice from His People, but we little know what we have come unto (Heb 12: 22-24). 

What goes around comes around, the praise and glory of His name that we pray for adds nothing unto Him. The Lord’s motive for acceptance of the sacrifice, of the praise and glory of His name, lies in the fact ‘that we may see! (Lk 18:41)’. Awe is the pedestal of the spiral stair leading to the cloud of unknowing!

‘…Our good and the good of all His Holy Church'

A Priest sacrifices God for a people and mirrors the privileged site and scene that supersedes where we have ever been, what we have ever seen and what we have ever done. 

As I stood by the door leading to the endless spiral stair, I did not see God, I did not see Christ, I only saw Father (So and so) who represents a materialism that fades further into the spirit, the farther that I climb the stairs in response to his summon. 

No man is an island, the further we would go with the Priest along this stair, the clearer we shall see that ‘ I am we’ , ‘you are us’ and only the Church is real!